Chronic -

There are times when all I want to do is lie on my stomach and listen to David
Gray from under my blue covers.

I like it better when people dont know the kind of music I listen to.You
know,people would start getting all friendly with you like Hey you listen to him
too? Wow.Which is your favourite?What do you think he was trying to say with
bla bla bla bla blergh.
I no longer answer truthfully to what kind of books I read because seriously,I
dont see the point.If you want to have a panel discussion about some books or
songs then fricking get yourself to a panel discussion.Dont come to me and
start off with that kind of shit.
Why not ask me something new.Something different.Something I'd really like to
answer for a change.You want answers to your typical questions,go read the
papers or pay a visit to Lord Google.Dont even bother to ask me.

I meet new people countless strangers everyday and I know it's eighty percent
of my job to be nice to them and all so yeah being nice is now my job.
And like the rest of the species,I hate my job.I used to love strangers.A lot.I
fantasized about them write about them and I get myself out of bed every
morning in the hopes of meeting an interesting one.And yes,people change.I
change.I desire no contact whatsoever with strangers,I walk around with a
fixed gaze a polite lipline and most of the time I feel like melting just to slip
away unnoticed.

So no,today I'll sit at this corner drinking whatever I want to drink and you
dont get to call me a retard for not wanting to talk to you.

Because I am tired of all your questions and I am really tired pretending to
know all the answers even when I really dont just so you can feel better.

Sorry.