Santa baby -

It feels like christmas,you know.
That time of year when your hopes are high and everything is magical.

Kami sama sama tertutup soal perhubungan.
Paling benci membicarakannya dengan orang lain kecuali masing masing.
Tiada surat nikah facebook.
Gambar gambar dan testimoni ambigu.

I think,
in a way,
we are the same.

I have been good elsewhere my whole life,
but in relationships.
I have had a few but entah,
somehow maybe I always feel
I always feel there is still something missing.

Aku cinta mencintai
tapi
takut tuntutan ke atas diri
yang datang sebelah menyebelah.

And since he is not at all demanding,
the more i seem to give.

Sudah mulai ada aturan aturan kecil antara kami.
Aturan di sebalik penyamaran yang gagal.

Yang terbaru,
hmm.

Yang terbaru bakal
membuatkan
lemari baju ku
dalam
keadaan gawat darurat.

I jokingly refer to him
as my capo,
you know capo untuk tune guitars?

I kinda like him
tuning me.

Sebab.

Sebab it means something.